Thursday, October 21, 2010

My feet are getting itchy...

I started this in October of last year.. sadly I did not finish it.. so I won't edit it.. just add at the bottom.. so here it is...
Not only that but it's starting to get a bit cooler up here where I have decided to lay my head..ya...I call it home.. for now..one thing I have learned.. is it's all temporary..I mean who knows what will come down the line in a year or two.. face it.. we hope that we will stay planted.. we make the plans to be rooted..and yeah that's all good.. but I def want to see some more of this big amazing world! I think that's why I am getting a bit itchy.. and then too doesn't help that I started a new job.. so I feel a bit stuck.. funny when I think about that though.. I usually get a bit restless I guess you can call it.. having a boss that calls the shots.. takes a bit getting use to..I have been spoiled..
anyhoo.. back to my travel plans.. first what I think I need to do.. is learn to live LIGHT (it has nothing to do with wanting a big screen tv)..haha..meaning.. can I pack only one bag..and whats a necessity.. funny how when I say that this list comes to mind..and I know there's no way that's all gonna fit in one bag.. unless its one of those gianormous bags..

So funny thing about this job I had at that time..still doing it.. I was doing taxes and had a great time.. lots of learning which I am always up for.. and funny enough.. it also allowed me to take that much needed vacation.
A two week getaway.. flew to Australia.. now for some real blogging..

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

North... or almost north?

I am as north as I can get... for now... who knows.. maybe in a month or two.. I will have ventured further... north.. and maybe west.. I know that life is way too short.. and can be taken way too serious...not that you shouldn't think things thru but what I mean is.. don't over analyze every move you make.. sometimes moving in one direction may feel like a completely wrong thing to do..but its in the movement that one learns.. and as long as your learning and growing .. and experiencing.. how can that be wrong.. I look back at some of my choices.. and I have to say.. sure.. there are movements I regret.. but then.. if I didn't make those.. I wouldn't be where I am today.
I know.. brilliant.. hey.. LOL.. ya.. that's me...
I need to remember... there may be choices that I made that make me feel regret, but how can it be bad.. when clearly I am exactly where I need to be.. question is.. for how long??

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

which way is up??

saw something the other day.. posted on a status.. every which way but loose.. made me chuckle.. cuz I remember the orangatang in that film.. loved it.. brought me to my next thought.. and that was an old burt reynolds film... well I say old.. its not that old.. smokie and the bandit.. my mind continues to wonder.. as I try to harness what it all means.. or at least trying to make sense of the direction this brain wants to go..

thoughts.. north.. fast.. quit monkeying around.. ya.. amazing how this works.. needless to say thats not the order it came in.. but .. it got there..

so I found myself online.. looking at my sisters pictures from my summer visit with her.. I was there a couple times in the summer.. due to my mom's health..no worries she doing ok.. but to go back and see these pics.. the feelings that I had when we were taking them.. the exhileration.. all came back.. I guess the reason why the thoughts of those two specific movies was because when I saw those films.. I thought how much fun they must have had making it.. and wonder.. when the actors/actress view it again.. do they have those same feelings to.. or.. was it just a job..

I don't want my life to become a job.. I want it to be an adventure.. something I can look back on and feel the exhileration and excitement..

tomorrow....

Friday, January 1, 2010

A new day.. a new dawn.. a new year.. a new decade?

fade in... instrumental booming... thunder like noises.. and the words.. 2010.....
yes... 20-10... it does sound strange.. and it is odd.. cuz I certainly pictured it more futuristic.. I mean.. where's the flying cars.. and the jetpacks for us to go zooming about this great galaxy... I thought we would be like the Jetsons by now.. LOL.

Okay so we get a picture of something in our head.. of how it should be.. and then when its not so.. what now? but then you wonder.. whats it matter? It is .. what it is. Seems to be what I say alot lately.. no expectations.. but is that good?? I don't think so either.. I think its good to have some expectations.. or some idea of how you want it to be..

I know we are all different.. but by what degree.. how far are we from each other in our thoughts.. our desires.. I do wonder..

So welcome in 2010.. I expect you to be a great year.. loaded with excitement, and love... and maybe a newer truck for me.. and not the flying kind either.. haha

Cheers!